Book

Since Then: How I Survived Everything and Lived to Tell About It

2006

Synopsis

"Long Time Gone: The Autobiography of David Crosby," co-authored by David Crosby and Carl Gottlieb, is a raw and unflinching account of the rock legend’s tumultuous life, weaving together a personal narrative with a broader cultural history of American popular music from the 1960s through the 1980s. The book begins by tracing Crosby’s early years, painting a picture of a rebellious, pudgy teenager with a golden voice and questionable hygiene who found his footing in the burgeoning folk scene of the early 1960s. His love for music took root during this time, sparked by witnessing Bob Dylan perform "Mr. Tambourine Man," an experience that inspired him to envision a richer, harmony-driven rendition—a vision he would later bring to life with The Byrds. Crosby recounts his brief but impactful tenure with the group, detailing their meteoric rise with hits like "Turn! Turn! Turn!" and his eventual ousting, an event he describes with a mix of disbelief and resignation, reflecting the chaotic dynamics of the band.

The narrative then shifts to Crosby’s next chapter with Crosby, Stills, Nash & Young (CSNY), a supergroup that epitomized the era’s countercultural spirit and musical innovation. Here, the book delves into the highs of their success—marked by iconic performances and albums that defined a generation—and the lows of interpersonal strife and creative clashes. Yet, it’s Crosby’s descent into addiction that dominates much of the story, as he chronicles a 20-year spiral that began with marijuana and escalated to heroin and cocaine freebasing. His candidness is striking; he spares no detail in recounting the toll his substance abuse took on his health, finances, and relationships, driving him to near bankruptcy and the brink of death. A significant portion of the book is devoted to his beloved schooner, The Mayan, which served as both a refuge and a symbol of what he nearly lost to his addictions. The narrative structure, orchestrated by Gottlieb, intersperses Crosby’s first-person reflections with third-person commentary from Gottlieb and a chorus of voices from friends, lovers, and associates like Grace Slick and Graham Nash, offering a multi-perspective oral history that mirrors the harmonic complexity of Crosby’s music.

The turning point comes with Crosby’s arrest in Texas on gun and narcotics charges, leading to a harrowing prison stint that he credits with saving his life. His time behind bars is depicted as a brutal but transformative experience, stripping away the rock-star veneer and forcing a reckoning with his choices. Emerging drug-free after years of struggle, Crosby reflects on his recovery with a mix of gratitude and sobering awareness of the wreckage left behind—broken friendships, strained bandmate relationships, and a career derailed by his own hand. The book doesn’t shy away from his flaws, portraying him as a man of immense talent and equally immense self-destructiveness, whose womanizing and reckless behavior often overshadowed his musical gifts. Gottlieb’s collaboration ensures a cohesive yet dynamic storytelling approach, balancing Crosby’s introspections with external accounts that sometimes contradict or enrich his version of events, creating a Rashomon-like tapestry of memory and perception.

In its final pages, "Long Time Gone" evolves into a tale of redemption and resilience. Crosby’s marriage to Jan Dance and a creative resurgence in the late 1980s signal a hard-won second act, though the absence of Stephen Stills’ voice among the contributors hints at lingering rifts. The autobiography closes with Crosby looking back on an era he helped shape, acknowledging the beauty of the music he created with The Byrds and CSNY—works that remain touchstones of rock history—while grappling with the personal cost of his excesses. It’s a cautionary yet inspiring portrait, not just of one man’s journey through fame, addiction, and recovery, but of a generation that soared to great heights and plummeted to profound depths, leaving an indelible mark on American culture. Through it all, Crosby’s love for music and sailing shines as a constant, anchoring a life that, despite its chaos, produced some of the most enduring harmonies of the 20th century.

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